Please disregard the last post, which I have deleted. THIS will be my last Xanga post.

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I choose to NOT be angry, because I have neither room nor time enough for anger in my life.

Instead, I choose forgiveness. Because I understand. I understand much more than you think I do. From what I know of you, I can gather that, in your eyes, abandonment is the most unforgivable form of betrayal. And through your poorly-executed fabrications and false accusations and desperate attempts to hurt both him and me, I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that all of this has merely been a way for you to exact vengance for what you view as a betrayal.

But he DOES love me, and he IS loyal to me. And as much as the truth of that might bother you, it remains truth. I have no doubt that you will continue to claim otherwise, but know that you do so in vain.

As I said, I do forgive you. By the same token, it is here that I wish to cease communication with you, and I understand that you have already requested the same of both he and I. I am through with Xanga, so there will be no need to contact me via this page, as I shall not be returning to it.

I have let go of my anger, and I bear you no ill will. Be well.

Currently Watching The L Word - The Complete Second Season By Jennifer Beals see related

4 more days until I move into my apartment.... I'm feeling quite ambivalent about it. On one hand, yes, I'm excited. I get a place of my own (well, I'm sharing it with Nicole) and I'll be back on campus again, right in the middle of things. On the other hand, living with Cliff this past month has been completely amazing, and being somewhere else just seems...I don't know...strange?

Ugh, anyway...new haircut! Yes, imagine that, Sutton going back on her word and NOT letting it grow out. It's cute, though. Short, but cute. It doesn't really matter anyway, since it'll be about an inch longer in a month. My hair grows like bamboo, only pandas don't eat it. Right...

MWUAH!

Currently Watching The Boondock Saints By Willem Dafoe, Sean Patrick Flanery, Norman Reedus see related

All is well here in the big city of Louisville. Just stopped off at the library with Clifford for a bit of internet time. All problems have been resolved, thank God. I'm not about to let anything compromise my happiness at the moment.

Dinner party tomorrow night! Dewayne! Rhonda! Cashew chicken! SLUSH! YES!!!!

OK....done...

Currently Watching Dragon Tales - Adventures in Dragon Land see related

There are issues I'm tired of dealing with.

This is one.

I quit.

Currently Listening Everyday By Dave Matthews Band see related

I'm alive!

I feel that I should say things about Harry Potter...so I will...

-I don't hate him anymore. I think I love him more actually. He didn't have a choice :(

-Ron and Hermione just need to shag and get it over with

-Harry's speil to Ginny at the funeral = He SOOOO stole that from Spiderman!!!

-Draco Malfoy, you silly goose. Do you think Voldemort's going to let your parents live NOW??? No...no, I don't think so. It was YOUR assignment, not SNAPES!!!!!! Silly silly boy.... Well, maybe this means you'll redeem yourself afterall, you curse-throwing nose-breaking coward! >:(

Alright, I'm done...I hope I didn't spoil anything for anyone...

Ummm...life has been good. Me and Cliff went to Nashville last weekend to visit his family, and that was fun! His psychotic ex-girlfriend, however, is not so fun. She called me a giant. She easily weighs 30-40 pounds more than me, and she called me a GIANT! Grrr....bitch....

I'll be in Ashland next weekend...woot. (See all that enthusiasm...) I have to go pick up some stuff. If somebody wants to say "hey" or whatever, gimme a call on my cell phone.

Peace out, home slices.